♥ Thank You For The Broken Heart ♥

♥ thank you for the broken heart ♥

Everything I know about love I learned from you, from you

And everything I know about pain I learned from you, from you

You were my only, You were my first

You showed me lonely, and you took me in when I was hurt

But the most important thing you ever gave me,

You was the one that hurt the most

So thank you for the broken heart, oh yeah

And thank you for the permanent scar

Cause if it wasn't for you

I might forget, how it feels to let go

And how it feels to get a brand new start

So thank you for the broken heart

I still remember when you called

and said that he didn't mean anything

How could you expect me to look at you the same way

You were my only but not my last

You showed me lonely, and you made me put you in the past

The most important thing you ever gave me was the one that hurt the most

So thank you for the broken heart, oh yeah

And thank you for the permanent scar

Cause if it wasn't for you

I might forget, how it feels to let go

And how it feels to get a brand new start

So thank you for the broken heart

And everytime I find myself alone in pieces

I find myself I'll just remember when you hurt me and I made it

So thank you for the broken heart

And thank you for the permanent scar

Cause if it wasn't for you

I wouldn't be here, With the love of my life all my pain disappeared

I've come so far

So thank you for the broken heart

I thank you, I thank you

For the broken heart

Broken heart

My broken heart...

~ that girl ~

that girl....
a very nice song from him...
i started to love this from him....
the lyrics....does he mean to me...?
lol....im the one thinking too much perhaps...
cut the crap....let's enjoy this song...
hopefully u will find your true one,unfortunately i'm not -that girl-....

♥ may u just stay there for a while  ♥

...i love u,more than life...

~ the selfish girl ~

it's all about the -selfish girl-

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demanding the others to sacrifice for her...

but she definitely will think over again,if it's worth for her to sacrifice in return...

the girl who demanding the 100% true love from her lovers...
but she definitely loves herself more than others...
the girl who wants everyone to tolerate with her...
but she cannot even stand with the slightest ignorance...

the girl who always feeling unsafe,insecure....
although with the closest ones...
perhaps she trust only herself...
but she eventually found out that she can't even count on herself,stand firm on her own part....
she......is suffering...
in a critical situation....

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i am the -SELFISH GIRL-
the feeling of dreadfulness,in a horror...
with my own-self....
the feeling of insecure,nervous,anxiety....
is killing me slowly...
since when i feel and think this awful way...
that should not be me...


perhaps it's from the moment i realise i shall trust no one 100%...
because one day i might find out the real truth...
that u are lying....
and i won't accept this truth....
it's not the truth that u had lie to me,it's the truth that i had choose to believe in u 100%...
i don't wanna to take this risk...
hurting myself all over again...

# even the prettiest flower will wilt one day,it's the nature way of teaching me....
nothing really last forever #
so don't hold so hard ,although u think it's worthwhile...

♥♥ loving myself more than anything ♥♥ 

~it's end tonight ~

finally finish my critical thinking presentation...
after all our video ROCKS...
somehow i was stunned and amazed with the question by Jack...
ooh he really knows more,knowledgeable presentable,available...~
finish the video part,it's time for the long essay...
hopefully we will do very well generally....

i shall interpret this quote as below...
 when things are going through ups and downs...
we shall never easily give up or get frust...

instead i believe as long as we hold on and determine till the next,there sure be a miracle...
GOD will lead us the right path,
there's always a chance to turn a new leaf..

hence never too late to forget , never too late to regret...~