when time passed....

it's been quite a very long time...

never update this bloggie...

owhhhh actually im not that busy, but yet im busy too...

look's who's talking ???

im just not fond to express myself here...

or perhaps write it down what happened all this while...

because no one will bother about your problems, and that's the time you have to learn...

facing and solving our very own problems....

i shall take this as a hurdle, to dream big and achieve great....

 

 

 

time just flies...

without me noticing that it's almost the end of year...

i can't recall anything...

any deeds that i ever done this while which make me proud of myself...

is really time for me to contribute...

at least i am doing the right things....

to help with the society....

duhhhhh perhaps i'm too weak to make any changes....

but it's time to dream big...

 

 

 

 

 

just watched this movie...

it's so cool with all the old yet muscular veteran actors...

though some people will find this film a bloody one...

but im just so into this film....

waiting for EXPENDABLES 3..

take care everyone....

have a great day ahead...

never afraid to dream big...

~a new beginning~

its time for a new life ahead...
 can't deny that im growing older...

now imma a degree student...

BACHELOR OF LAW...
are u kidding me ??

feel weird and annoying when there are foundation students calling me senior a.k.a JIE JIE...
DAFUUUUQ ??
im just slightly 1 year older than u...

but yet the very 1 year really make the difference...

so i shall just admit im ol, but yet im still a teenager ~
thumbs up~~



keep on reminding myself to become stronger and tougher...

the moment u entered degree life, there is no more fairytale and honeymoon....

i promise myself to be more independent...

and yes im separate from my old friends..

having a nw degree life with new friends...

really hope and pray that i can mingle among them well...

its time to get real busy with life...

byeeee...~
cheers...~

~true value~

the pitcture above is indeed very meaningful and touching....

 

its about the cat that is always there, waiting for the puppy to come, every day-at the same time...

 

then, they will go for a walk...

 

 

wouldn't it be great if we all have friends like this...

NO WORDS NEEDED...

 

they just intuitively recognize the value of each other in their lives and act accordingly....

 

i really salute the nature of animals....

their loyalty and their love for their owners(no its family for them)

i got no idea why there are soo many inhuman human out there...

torturing and killing the animals...

taking down the picture and recording down the process of abusing,torturing,murdering of the weak animals...

                                 at least i have one point...

 those dummies are trying to show their power/capability to suppress the weaker one...

but if they are so great,, please choose the opponents of the same standard please...

so i promise if i encounter with that idiotic people,,i am sure u will face the music,,,BIT*CH PLEASE  ~~~

~im coming home~

finished all the papers...

end all the misery....

 end of the dreadest nightmare....

hopefully i can get good result babe...

this few days gonna be hanging around...

before each of us be apart...

and life is really weird...

for the past few days...i was yearning fir the exams to finish and i can have my holidays....

and now exam was over...

time really flies...

its time to get myself more fun+ fun...

i miss my bed,,my family and my friends,,and mostly mickey,,,~






cheers....hope things will go smoothly,as i planned ~~~

~ one more left ~

 hooo yeah baby....

two down one to go...

honestly did not really well in the previous two papers...

'accounting' and 'law and society' really screw me up...

hopefully can get a pass for me...

then i can enter my degree smoothly...

DEAR LORD,,,,I PRAY THAT I WILL STEPPING INTO MY DEGREE SMOOTHLY...
THANKS ~~

life is so miserable around study and exam week...

at least now im  left with 1 paper...

then its time for PARTY ~
soo many upcoming events with my friend....

at least this is the last gathering before each of us lead to different path....

the beginning of a new chapter of life...

may everyone of us success in the future undertakings...

LOL,,,i sound like lecturer giving my last piece of advice...

but im gonna miss u all my friends....

MMU ROCKS.,...~ 

~ SCREW UP~

blablablaaa...

imma so freaking worn out...

preparing for the final exam...is next week..

the truth is,,there are really too many things i have to study in such a short period...

who cares ??

this is what i have to solve...

this is how students survive..

WELCOME TO THE HELL  !!!

feel this post is soo bloody...

yeah this suits me...

im bleeding now...

i need for time please...

 SO ITS TIME FOR SOME CHILLING ~

we  had japanese food..

famously known as SENJU TEI ~

 

yeah...im glad i have you all by my sides...

this really ease my pain...

soon time will tear us apart, its time for our own majoring..

but there will be no ending for real friendship...

~~...teehee....~~

~thanks God, its over~

beeen suffering due to high fever,vomit,nausea,abdominal pain for the past week...
taking all the medicine on time..

but things don't seem to get better..

hence went back to my hometown,to recover there....

high fever on and off...

at last, really got to go to the hospital...

never cross in my mind im having such big health issue...

heart and lungs ??

are u kidding me ???

there's nothing i can do...

except facing the medicine,needles,injections all this while...

and due to the effect of medicine, red dots appear all over my body and face...

this is totally ridiculous..

my face ??

why are you turning into this one ??

scary...

now feeling so weak after the treatment....

i wonder my condition is really that bad ??

or actually it is becoming worse ?

i can only pray for the best....

now i really learn to appreciate my health...

and to all my friends out there, take good care of your health too...

i hope things will go well..

so i won't have to drop out from my uni life...

this is my final sem.,..

hopefully my body c an stand  for all this..

at least let me complete my foundation...

..missing..

its rainng so heavily this noon...

the weather is such unpredictable,just like our life...

one moment it may be shiny,but the very next its turns cloudy and raindrops keep falling...

i wonder why ??

perhaps its time to adapt with the ever-changing life...

things will topple and get upside-down in the next blink of eyes...

so WATCH OUT...~

u will never know at the next moment u may get backstab from anyone...

but who care ?

im not live to please u...

how u feel towards me won't even bother me,as i don't even mind if u dislike me ?

as long don't try to challenge my limits...

im a patient girl,not till u really annoy me,

then u will now what u will get from me..

??

feel that im changing slowly too...

there are many things deep inside my hert..

things that i can't share with others.,things that drive me crazy,

all the sufferings that i have been through,that i have to go through ?

but who know ? and who cares ??

perhaps its the RAIN that turned me feeling so helpless now..

no way, im switching my mood back..

just wish to get back soon...

too bad this  week have to attend a talk...

oh yeah, time flies,

can't believe that i'm steeping into the legal world soon...

entering my degree...

im getting old...?/

missing my family,my heavenly bed,and my babies...

I LOVE ALL OF THEM,MORE THAN ANYTHING...~

...FAKERS AROUND...

its hard to differentiate between  the right

and the wrong one....

human is really hard to predict,reading through their mind,

all of us are actors portraying our own roles,,

so i can assume that fakers are all around...

every morning putting on our masks before leaving,

and here's start the drama....

im really tired with all this...

but , what can i do ?

im eventually turning into one of the fakers...

trying to fit in with this society,

somehow i miss the oldern days..

where life is much more simpler...

but its time to grow stronger and tougher,,

this is the only way to prevent u from being look down and discriminate....

only by being stronger than the others ...

and by having the power...

seem like a dictator,~

ARRGGHH...

somehow feel so bad because of the overloaded tasks...

the assignments,my mid-term and all the tasks...

time is really running out...

but with my dragonboat training,i hardly have enough time to have my own leisure...

out of sudden,feel so emo and alone...

perhaps that's because i miss my family,my puppies,and my lovely bed in my home sweet home...

yeah,I'm really feeling bad this few days,don't mess with me assholes...

but there's the test from the lord,

when I'm in bad mood,there sure be things that drive me mad to the max...

reaching my boiling points...

but who cares now, 
i will just treat all this as challenges..
i don't bother ,,and who do you think u are ??
i won't get mad because of this,as U ARE NOT WORTH IT...~

~teehee~

~things going terribly wrong~

never came across my mind things will be like this...
i really cant figure out what is going on now...
and everything seem to be so wrong now..
the feeling,my emotion,and all the things between us...
and i don't even realise whats wrong between us..
all i can say is,this is not the right one...



not every problems have the solution...
and even if there is an answer,that might be the undefined one..
and now i don't even know what the problem is...
i think this is the scariest part of all..
finding out there's something wrong,but i don't know whats so wrong right now..




I'm so tired with all this....
i just want to be alone now..

i have the feeling that its time to end all this misery...
it wont be too long...

till u really push me to the extent,my limits..
im sorry to say that, but i think its time....
im really tired with all this...
thanks...

~severely~

...SEVERELY...

this song,really sing to my heart....~

FT Island Severely English Translation Lyrics

Letting you go without any expression, as if it's nothing -

I practiced doing that every day but it's still awkward

I also practiced how to secretly cry while smiling but

I feel like my trembling voice will give it away quickly

Loving is probably hundreds and thousands of times more difficult than breaking up

But I'm a fool that can't live without you - what do you want me to do?

Severely, I guess I loved you too severely

I don't even breath and I look around for you

I don't know when I'll be able to stop

Severely, I guess I loved you too severely

I think letting you go is more severe than dying

No matter how much it hurts, every day I practiced

Trying to get used to spending a day as if it's nothing

I don't think I can forget you anyway

Even if I'm sick with an incurable disease

I'm a fool that can't live without you - what do you want me to do?

If this was how it's going to be, I shouldn't have loved

When will I forget you?

Foolishly, I guess I loved you so foolishly

Because of you, I can't even dream of another love

I'm a fool that only knows you - what do you want me to do?

Severely, I guess we broke up so severely

What's so hard about saying goodbye that I can't even open my lips and am hesitating?

Severely, I guess we broke up so severely

You remain deeper than a scar in my heart so I can't erase you

~HOLD BACK THE TEARS~

 the very beginning of my new semester...

i shall have said things are going quite well...

the only exception are the piles of assignments,tasks,and topics...

which have to be cover in this short sem..

only 8 weeks...

and they are actually expecting us to accomplish this -mission impossible-...

sigh***


what to do ?
hmmm,the only solution is by working fuuuuuking hard this time...
oops,sorry for being abusive...
only if u can understand me and I'm sure all the UNI students out there are just like me...
so little time,yet with all the overloaded tasks ..
im really pissed off with all this heck going...
i will just struggle through this sem...

for the sake of my future...

i had said this for hundreds of times...
its only the matter of practicing what i had said,...

yeah this is the marathon,taking place this Sunday at MMU...
im joining this fun too..

the winner will be rewarded with rm500...

teehee...
yeah im aiming for this...

such a joke..

of course im not going to win this..

hopefully at least can get the consolation prize...

duhhh,giving up before trying...

yes,we should have great believe in ourself that things are going to be well...

in the way,though the beginning may be hard..

but sail through this and u will survive stronger,tougher....

*WHAT DOESN'T KILL YOU MAKES YOU STRONGER

~.cHEERS.~

~its coming~

oowwh im chilling...
6 march my dreadful final results will be announced...
fuuukkkkkk......
nightmare soon...
just hope and pray hard that i can pass all the subjects...

can I ?
GOD BLESS ME...<3

~its over~

thanks god finals is over...
thought this was not what i intended...
hope can pass with flying colour...
lol WISHFUL-THINKING....
GOD BLESS ME ~

now its time for hoooolidays....
3 weeks break...
hmmmm....gotta spend this precious time well....
got many ongoing plans...
hope this will go as i planned earlier....



may god bless me..

praying for everything to go on smoothly...
nothing beyond expectations....
teeeheee...

~happy valentines ~

♥happy valentines♥
to all the sweet couples in this amazing world....
appreciate the one u love...
now till forever..






but its still great for the single ones...
at least u can do anything u want....
without having to care for ur partner feeling...
i mean u are being yourself...~




its coming to the end of semester...
1 more paper to go...
teeheee...
going back to theplace where i belong soon...
im loving it...~

i am back ~

Ooh  haven  been blogging for this past 2 months… and how im back , bigger+stronger+wilder….LMAO ~

ITS 2012….

.its a brand new year and im still myself..but people around me had said that I had changed…CHANGED ? 

I don know at leart I had change to a better me…

looking back all my previous post,,,im glad I used to blog frequently last times, as they are many things which I had totally forgotten,but its stated in my blog…

at least this blog is keeping my track…

and I know what used to happen in the past…

now I think im really forgetful…ohh no i have been forgetful all this while ~
I will continue blogging again~

LOL...OOWWWHHH...

its SEM 2 FINAL sooN,and my previous post was just written  after I finished my FIRST SEM FINAL….

and now it’s the end of SEM 2..

TIMES FLIES…MY OLD QUOTES ~

and im running and battling against the TIMES…

now all I hope is I can do as many meaningful things in the present….

im out of time…

..LOL..