...sad good-bye...

I'm sitting all alone in my room...

once again I'm thinking of my life...

My past is passing me by...

a lot of pain,, a lot of tears...

That's how I remember it...

There were a lot of days that I could only cry...

My hope was faded away...

I wanted to say goodbye to everything...

Now I'm laughing and feeling fine...

Sometimes I still cry, inside and outside...

But that's different then in the past...

Damn...Im a fool...

Cause if I really said goodbye,,

 I will never

feel this lovely feeling anymore...

I wanted to say goodbye to everything deep inside...

It's a great feeling,,
called love..

And I'm so thankful for finding my love..

that's making me stronger day after day...

There was a time that I wanted to say goodbye,,

but Now I want to live...
on my own...

*poems....by nickole*