~ the selfish girl ~

it's all about the -selfish girl-

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demanding the others to sacrifice for her...

but she definitely will think over again,if it's worth for her to sacrifice in return...

the girl who demanding the 100% true love from her lovers...
but she definitely loves herself more than others...
the girl who wants everyone to tolerate with her...
but she cannot even stand with the slightest ignorance...

the girl who always feeling unsafe,insecure....
although with the closest ones...
perhaps she trust only herself...
but she eventually found out that she can't even count on herself,stand firm on her own part....
she......is suffering...
in a critical situation....

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i am the -SELFISH GIRL-
the feeling of dreadfulness,in a horror...
with my own-self....
the feeling of insecure,nervous,anxiety....
is killing me slowly...
since when i feel and think this awful way...
that should not be me...


perhaps it's from the moment i realise i shall trust no one 100%...
because one day i might find out the real truth...
that u are lying....
and i won't accept this truth....
it's not the truth that u had lie to me,it's the truth that i had choose to believe in u 100%...
i don't wanna to take this risk...
hurting myself all over again...

# even the prettiest flower will wilt one day,it's the nature way of teaching me....
nothing really last forever #
so don't hold so hard ,although u think it's worthwhile...

♥♥ loving myself more than anything ♥♥